I want to be Selfish!!!

With the holidays just around the corner, why it is I want everything in the world!!! I want to buy so many things for myself right now! I could spend my entire holiday budget on gifts for myself and give everyone else Christmas cards, but what kind of daughter, sister, auntie would I be??? *Sigh* I could show up back home on my long awaited trip home giftless, and ignore the "devasted" looks on my sibling's faces, but I would feel horrible and make me the Grinch!! *Sigh* I guess I better make my Gift list NOW before heading to the mall on my lunch break!!! I on the other hand will settle for my haircut/highlights which is much needed!! My hair is now at the length where I can just tie it back and call it good, as it is in my pics from T-day. It takes less than 2 mins to do in the morning which means more time to sleep! But, I know if I take the time to get ready in the morning, something good is bound to come of it!!! At least that's what I tell myself when I drag my ass out of bed 45-mins earlier!!!

I went to the gym last night and it was packed!! Just about every single treadmill, not only that, but just about every single cardio machine was in use!!! I have never seen the gym that packed, since I've joined, granted that was only back in Sept when I moved out here, but still!! I don't know if these people have been members all along and came yesterday because they were still working off their turkey day or if these were all new members getting a jump start on their New Year's resolutions!! Whatever it is, I'm scared to see what the gym will look like in January!! Don't get me wrong, I saw the gym last January, but that was in Las Cruces, NM not a bigger city like San Antonio, TX!! Las Cruces is about, I'm not even going to guess how much smaller LC is to SA, I'll just have to wait and see!!